All I can think about is how to lose weight and the fact that I need some personal motivation for both myself and my kids. I am REALLY worried about their health, almost more than my own. They are both so young and really are struggling with their weight which I'm concerned will ultimately limit their future choices. I feel like they are for some reason satisfied with being OK and not really excelling in their current lives. I want them to really have every opportunity open to them so they never feel like they had to compromise their choices for anything.
I meet up with Megan tomorrow. I am hoping that between the two of us we can just work at this one day and one week at a time. I feel like if we help each other out and are honest with one another we will be able to make some small changes in our lives. I am hoping she is open to the conversation. I think even if she just changes her food choices and still continues to go out with her friends to drink and have fun she will still be further ahead than where she is now. I want to see if she's interested. If not, I HAVE TO do this either way. I am going to make so pre-made meals and snacks for myself and then move forward from there. I know this is something I can do, I've done it before, successfully, and I can do it again.
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